No sé por donde empezar, nunca había tenido que despedirme. No sé si esto haya sido intencionalmente por el miedo a decir adiós, pero hoy por fin lo tengo que hacer. Desde que planeé mudarme nunca tuve la certeza de que me iría, sino hasta 2 semanas antes. Pocos días antes hice mi maleta y … Continue reading The goodbye I never said
What do you do when you're tired of everything? I really don't know if this is related to the pandemic or of it's simple me after all this time. I'm tired of changes, I'm tired of people I don't like, I'm tired of having to put a smile when I don't feel like it but … Continue reading Tired of everything
Today I had a thought. I think I'm being too hard on myself. I'm trying to live like nothing is happening and being strict with myself but I don't think I am being fair. I want to be good, I want to be healthy emotionally and physically and I do this a little more difficult … Continue reading Hard times doesn’t mean being hard on youself
It's been a month since the country has declared a state of emergency. A lot of plans have changed. There will no more travel, gatherings, concerts, festivals, nights out or shopping until further notice. Sounds sad when they say "you can't do it". We don't like negatives. Is it all about perspective? Is it the … Continue reading Time to reflect
Year 2020, we are in a pandemic right now. A lot of things have changed so far. You can't go out for leisure only for essentials such as food or gas. We are not allowed to visit parks as this could provoque a crowd and consequently the spread of the virus. They closed every business … Continue reading Life in the 20’s (2020)
Here I am procrastinating. I should be taking a shower and getting ready to go to work. I happen to work in an essential field. So I'm not under quarentine or staying home. It's not really a choice, but I'm happy for having a job so I can pay my expenses. Even though I put … Continue reading A bunch of thoughts
When something happens wether I like it or not I always say a common said to myself "whatever had to happen, happened" (I translated it so I don't know if it makes sense in English). A lot of events I didn't want to happen, had happened to me. Some of them have been important, I … Continue reading Is there a destiny?
Today I've asked myself this question. I have almost two years in the US, my friends are back in Mexico. I never really thought that I was creating a whole new life, I thought I could keep in touch with my friends often, that distance wouldn't matter. But it does. I'm not there for them, … Continue reading New country new friends?
I consider important to tell some things that have worked for me so far. I believe this will help me keep track on my feelings, emotions, progress and it also may help someone. Since the past months I had been feeling sad, down, without energy or motivation. I was not feeling myself, I was struggling … Continue reading Advice no one asked for
I didn't end the year feeling absolutely good neither began it but it's not magic, it doesn't work like that, it's an everyday job, to work in ourselves. I feel I've been worrying too much about everything all my life but before I didn't have much to worry about or not much going on in … Continue reading A new change
I don't know if it's just me, my age, or the fact than I'm far away from what I used to call home but, making friends is hard.I used to have friends, I tell myself while I'm on tears while I write my feelings. It has became easier to write than talk, sometimes I lose … Continue reading The balance
Sometimes I get bored, and tired and sad. I don't know why do I feel this way, I think I should be happy, I have a lot of reasons to be, and when I'm not I feel guilty. Am I too hard on myself? Maybe I should allow myself to feel sad too, even if … Continue reading Expectations
Bienvenido a mi mente 