Happy new year 2026!

Continuo viendo está serie de Envidiosa en Netflix y me pregunto si soy tan caótica como Vicky. A Vicky le da miedo ser querida y tiene miedo a perder el amor que no sabe cómo conservarlo. Yo he sentido eso antes. La falta de amor propio y la autoestima y los pensamientos negativos y repetitivos. … Continue reading Happy new year 2026! →

Hoy lloro de amor

Empecé a ver una serie argentina en Netflix que se llama Envidiosa y he estado llorando en cada episodio. Ya van 2 temporadas que me veo sin parar en menos de 24 horas creo. Pero a lo que iba esque me pone los sentimientos a flor de piel. Me empecé a preguntar por qué me … Continue reading Hoy lloro de amor →

The worst day of my life, session 1

I need to let it all out. The worst experience in my life so far. It was April 10. Since then I have shut down. I guess like a defense mechanism. I haven't been able to cry. I don't want to cry in front of my husband, I don't want him to be worried. But … Continue reading The worst day of my life, session 1 →

I will survive

I need to talk about this outloud (in writing). I have been dealing with an abusive boss for months now, and I am so tired. She is a vulnerable narcissist; I researched a bit about narcissism, and she fits the profile completely. From the beginning she raised some red flags in my opinion. She victimizes … Continue reading I will survive →

First breakdown of the year

Does it count as an achievement? Jk. Today I unexpectedly broke in tears after my gym session. I guess my body could take no more. As soon as I got home, I burst into tears, perhaps due to everything that I had been trying to manage in my head (thoughts) and my heart (feelings). I … Continue reading First breakdown of the year →

2025 Job related shit (boring)

I intended to title my post as "Happy 2025?" but here I am, talking about non-happy things. Non-happy, more of stressful thoughts awake me up today ay 4:00 a.m. I am being harassed at work by my boss. The sad part is that I enjoy my job-related tasks. I work as a Human Subject Researcher, … Continue reading 2025 Job related shit (boring) →

Don’t tell anyone

"Don't tell anyone your plans" they say, there are people with bad intentions. In my opinion I prefer to tell people, because I have been lucky to have around me people who always add, and contribute, and help and support my plans. Whoever told you "don't tell anyone" I guess they have their reasons, but … Continue reading Don’t tell anyone →

Inadequate

I think I have ADHD. And by saying this means that I have substantial evidence to say this because I am the type of person that takes months or even years to notice things that other people notice in a day. I won't disclose my health information in a post just to seek validation, but … Continue reading Inadequate →

Living

Hello dear readers, sorry I have not posted in a while. I have been living. Before, I was just surviving, but now after a few months on medication and therapy, I am finally enjoying my life again. It's been a process, and I am enjoying it. I don't know for how long I'll be on … Continue reading Living →

Admiring others

I have been admiring, and inspired by many people recently, especially women that have achieved things that I would love to achieve, but that seem impossible for me to achieve. I am self-conscious, I doubt myself, and probably I feel more confident when I perform "bad" (according to myself) than when I do well… maybe … Continue reading Admiring others →

New year, new dreams, new thoughts. Gratitude

Hello dear reader, I wish you a happy new year 2023. Today I want to reflect about this past year. I went through a lot of new experiences, both pleasant and unpleasant. I experienced depression and the thought of dying was not that unreasonable for me. I really felt hopeless. I didn't know how bad … Continue reading New year, new dreams, new thoughts. Gratitude →