New year, new dreams, new thoughts. Gratitude

Hello dear reader, I wish you a happy new year 2023. Today I want to reflect about this past year. I went through a lot of new experiences, both pleasant and unpleasant. I experienced depression and the thought of dying was not that unreasonable for me. I really felt hopeless. I didn't know how bad … Continue reading New year, new dreams, new thoughts. Gratitude →

Getting better

Wow, it's been a while since my last post. A lot has been going on, and I'm basically absorbed by school. But here I am at 1 a.m. in the morning, awake because my evening nap affected my sleep cycle. The last time I wanted to post I just left it as a draft, so … Continue reading Getting better →

Looking for introverts

Today I was looking for a post to read. I wanted to hear stories about people like us, the unknown readers and writers. Us, who consider writing a hobby and perhaps a passion, but that prefer or maybe involuntary remain hidden. I want to hear from introverted people like me because this is the way … Continue reading Looking for introverts →

Post-Pandemic Depression (could it be?)

I am not sure if I can say we are over the COVID-19 pandemic, but since cases are lower and many people have already been vaccinated it is probably that we are safer. However, now it looks like there's a new pandemic, a mental health one. I see everywhere people depressed, in person, among my … Continue reading Post-Pandemic Depression (could it be?) →

So this is how depression feels like

It's been a week already. At first I thought it was jetlag, after my vacation. Then I thought it might be covid, then pregnancy. I could be thinking of more and more explanations but so far it feels like depression. I couldn't get up from my bed one day, I did not brush my teeth, … Continue reading So this is how depression feels like →

Scrambled thoughts part 2

Capitalism, Racism, Mysogyny. Those 3 topics are the current source of my anxiety. They are complex social problems and I feel dragged by them, I am a victim of their terrible acts. I have always said I am not interested in politics because I don't believe in democracy, I think that everything is just an … Continue reading Scrambled thoughts part 2 →

Magic words

Today I want to talk about the good things. I am proud of myself. I am a badass. I am a warrior that doesn't give up. I am happy of all my accomplishments; not all people are brave. However, I have proof myself that I am. I have been managing my adaptability. One year I … Continue reading Magic words →