Is it too much to ask for? Sometimes I feel I can do anything, I'm capable of anything, I have no fear. Other times I feel I'm not good enough, I need to be more, I need to be extraordinary, excellent and I am just not perfect. I entered the website to look at their … Continue reading I want to go to Standford
Yesterday something important happened to me. I got my first haircut in the US. You could say, why is that important? That's not a big deal, you're so dramatic. Well, since I came to the US I've lived some experiences that have led me to lose a little of my self confidence. I see people … Continue reading First time experience.
Can we talk about something we don't know? I certainly doubt it. At least no if you are someone who does not lie. I am one of the latter. I talk about things I've experienced, I've seen, lived, felt. I don't like lies so I don't lie. I think that's why its so complicated to … Continue reading The unknown
I didn't want to finish my day off work without doing something I like besides binge watching The Flash and eating pizza, writing. I've been doing well since I changed my mind about some things. I feel I am changing from the inside, I am not sure how but I am grateful that's happening. My … Continue reading Phase 1
No sé por donde empezar, nunca había tenido que despedirme. No sé si esto haya sido intencionalmente por el miedo a decir adiós, pero hoy por fin lo tengo que hacer. Desde que planeé mudarme nunca tuve la certeza de que me iría, sino hasta 2 semanas antes. Pocos días antes hice mi maleta y … Continue reading The goodbye I never said
What do you do when you're tired of everything? I really don't know if this is related to the pandemic or of it's simple me after all this time. I'm tired of changes, I'm tired of people I don't like, I'm tired of having to put a smile when I don't feel like it but … Continue reading Tired of everything
Today I had a thought. I think I'm being too hard on myself. I'm trying to live like nothing is happening and being strict with myself but I don't think I am being fair. I want to be good, I want to be healthy emotionally and physically and I do this a little more difficult … Continue reading Hard times doesn’t mean being hard on youself
It's been a month since the country has declared a state of emergency. A lot of plans have changed. There will no more travel, gatherings, concerts, festivals, nights out or shopping until further notice. Sounds sad when they say "you can't do it". We don't like negatives. Is it all about perspective? Is it the … Continue reading Time to reflect
Year 2020, we are in a pandemic right now. A lot of things have changed so far. You can't go out for leisure only for essentials such as food or gas. We are not allowed to visit parks as this could provoque a crowd and consequently the spread of the virus. They closed every business … Continue reading Life in the 20’s (2020)
Here I am procrastinating. I should be taking a shower and getting ready to go to work. I happen to work in an essential field. So I'm not under quarentine or staying home. It's not really a choice, but I'm happy for having a job so I can pay my expenses. Even though I put … Continue reading A bunch of thoughts
When something happens wether I like it or not I always say a common said to myself "whatever had to happen, happened" (I translated it so I don't know if it makes sense in English). A lot of events I didn't want to happen, had happened to me. Some of them have been important, I … Continue reading Is there a destiny?
Today I've asked myself this question. I have almost two years in the US, my friends are back in Mexico. I never really thought that I was creating a whole new life, I thought I could keep in touch with my friends often, that distance wouldn't matter. But it does. I'm not there for them, … Continue reading New country new friends?