The other day I read a quote “Stress kills creativity”. And I’ve been writing more often lately so, look who’s not stressed anymore! Well, at least not the mental stress I used to have.
I remember I stopped writing since I began Engineering school. Even that I tried to keep writing I just couldn’t. My brain was so “tired” of trying to figure out all that math that I didn’t have time enough to relax and write. When I graduated the stress changed source, now it was my job. A job in a manufacturing company which didn’t appreciate my skills, my effort, my time, I even believe they forgot I was a human. Anyway this took another 2 years.
Now, after 3 years of graduating, 1 of those in another country I finally began to be relaxed (I don’t work as an engineer anymore). Now my stress is physical, yup still stress but I can’t help it, I think I’m weak or need to do exercise, but I feel more close to my goals.
I forgot to mention that I’ve been having anxiety symptoms but that’s another problem I need to solve, I think it’s nothing serious, it might be a result of all this transition, all these changes and the beginning of my adulthood (I’m 25).